study topics in the bible.

study topics in the bible.

I know I can talk to God. I have faith in Him. I just know that I have to put in the work to learn His Word and apply it to my life. I need to be honest with myself and my feelings. I must be willing to get my hands dirty in doing what it takes to grow in my faith. I must trust Him to be faithful and true to me as I, in turn, be faithful and true to Him. The only way to be happy is to live for Him. The only way to really be alive is to love Him.

Today was going to be a good day. I wasn’t going to have to deal with anything stressful for at least two and a half days. My daughter is coming home from college and I am looking forward to some much needed time with her. I’ve been getting off the computer for awhile. I’m ready to watch my daughter move up in her classes and see her get her degree. I am looking forward to my weekend. Saturday I am going to try and meet some people at lunch. I don’t feel like having all that big of a lunch. That’s ok. I’ll stop when I start to feel like I have to pee. It will be good to get away from the computer and the internet. It will also be good to sleep in on Saturday.

Here are some of my favorite things about this upcoming weekend. It’s the only time of the week that I can actually spend some time around other people without having to be social. It’s the only day that I get the chance to be a daddy and my son gets to be my son. I get to see my daughter again. The rest of the week, her presence is a bit of a distraction. At least with her being home, I can’t be on the internet looking up porn. In the fall she will start school. She’ll be able to sleep in on weekends. I’m looking forward to all of that. I get to have a special, time for myself and I know that’s important. I like being a daddy because I have a son. We get to do the things that we both love to do. Being a dad is pretty good. He really isn’t that much younger than me. I get to do the things that I love with my son. Life is good.

I was at a church service on Sunday. I didn’t know that there would be the same number of people there as there were when I attended the last service on Sunday. I got to see some friends that I haven’t seen since the last service. I enjoyed seeing old friends and meeting some new ones. It was nice to see them. I thought I might get a little emotional when the service was over and I walked out of the building. I was a little bit surprised at how upset I was to see all of the people that I used to attend the same service with. I was surprised to realize how much I miss the people I used to get to spend time with and do the things that we used to do together. I miss them so much. It’s tough to lose people that you know you will never see again. I know that life is a series of good and bad things that we have no control over. I guess I’m a little bit of a sentimental old man.

I don’t really know what to do with myself. I am a writer. I write a lot. Sometimes, I have a hard time figuring out what to write. I am pretty good at describing the things that I see, but I don’t like to think about the events that occur in my life. I like to get away from it all. My wife, son and I have been enjoying a good camping trip. There was much to be learned and learned about. There were many things to learn, to think about and to consider. I can’t even begin to express how much I enjoyed the trip. I’m still in the early stages of dealing with the events of the past week. I’m still wrestling with my emotions. My wife and son are going to be out at a camp site by themselves for three nights. I don’t know what I’m going to do. I can’t just leave. There is too much that I have to do. I need to get it all out and then get a chance to look at the rest of it when I can finally get some sleep.

I don’t have any faith in the system. I don’t think there is any justice. I don’t have a right to believe anything that they tell me. I don’t have a right to take part in their decisions. I feel like a loser. I feel like I have been a fool and a sucker for the last ten years or so. I have read about one of my favorite bloggers that he has been banned from Blogger, Google, YouTube, Facebook and so on. I can’t really remember the blogger. I can’t really remember why he was banned. There is just too much to consider. I really don’t want to read about this person’s thoughts. I really can’t take another dose of that. I just don’t think that I can be a part of that. I can’t trust them anymore. I need to take a leap of faith in myself and in God. I need to listen to what He has to say. I need to be faithful to him. I need to not get caught up in all of this other nonsense that goes on. I don’t have any proof that He exists. All that I have to go on is the stories that He told me and the things that I know that He has said.

I have been reading through the Bible on my own. I know it’s tough to read through the entire Bible by yourself. There are some parts that I don’t feel like reading. I have just looked at a lot of other stuff. I don’t know what to believe. I don’t know if what I have to believe is the truth or not. I don’t know if the other stuff I have read has been true or not. I have seen some pretty good documentaries on the internet. I want to know what I am reading and what I am thinking. I want to read what God thinks. I have also heard a lot about a book that I am reading. It’s written by an author that I have really enjoyed. I can’t wait to read it. I just don’t know if what I am reading is true or not. I think that the author is a great writer. I am sure he is telling the truth.

My life is good. I have no doubts about my life. I have everything that I want and need. I have a great family. I am married to a wonderful woman. I have a son that I love. I’m reading a book. I’m seeing a film that I like. I’m enjoying life. It’s going to be good. I just don’t know if there is going to be a God or not. I don’t know what to believe. My son is getting close to me. It’s a miracle to have such a child. I love this child and I have never doubted that I would have this child. My wife is a wonderful woman. I love her and she loves me. We can’t ask for anything more than that. I’m trying to be the kind of dad that I think my son deserves. He deserves to know and to grow up in a good, loving home. I’m not even sure if that’s what I want anymore. I’m really not sure that there is any God at all. I just don’t know. I am just going to have to wait and see.

There is just so much wrong with the world. All of it. There is too much hatred. Too much meanness. Too much lying. Too much deceit. Too much deception. Too much of it all. I know that there is evil in the world. I just don’t know why it’s there. I know there are too many wars. I know that there are too many hungry people. I know there are too many people without homes. I know there are too many

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